I missed you & I cried
but I said that I was alright
& I know it’s been awhile
since I needed a distraction
Because I want to do everything
that you want me to
To tell you the truth
I need to stay alive
so sad that I could die
It’s leading me on
every time we touch
Leading me on every time it hurts
Feeling so lonely
because it’s not enough
Missing you only
ever since we fell in love
& I watched you do a line
that you spread out on the table
I don’t need to see you wired
I just want to see you upside down
I want to do everything
that you want me to
To tell you the truth
I listened to you cry all night
through the telephone
It’s leading me on
every time we touch
Leading me on every time it hurts
Feeling so lonely
because it’s not enough
Missing you only
ever since we fell in love
Couldn’t say
you didn’t want me then
When we were lying
in my bed that night
You were acting
like a different person
As if suddenly you wanted
to just be friends
I was hurt & so I took a shower
So you couldn’t hear me
knowing I had to cry
Sad to know
that while my heart was breaking
You were sleeping or just faking
It’s leading me on
every time we touch
Leading me on every time it hurts
Feeling so lonely
because it’s not enough
Missing you only
ever since we fell in love