Do my makeup in the pieces of a thousand mirrors
7000 years of bad luck covered with the glitter
I put on my face to look like I’m a little better
Then the person I’ve become, the person I’ve become
Fill my veins with things that make me look a little thinner
Order everything I want cus Imma purge it later
I do purchases with purposes regret it, hate it
And I long, for some’ to make me numb
Need some intervention or some revelation to make me behave, can I even be saved
Cus I’ve got these problems that I never talk about, I never talk about
Think I’m recovered, but they will discover the things i have covered, don’t wanna uncover
All of the things that I don’t wanna talk about, don’t wanna talk about
I, live so comfortable with my lies
Cards to my chest, hold them close til’ I die
I’m myself with my mask, don’t even know who I am without it
If noone don’t ask, why should I even bother with
Life is so comfortable when I lie
I’ve mastered everything that has to do with the art of disguise
Concealed the things I think will make you think that I’m not that nice
Should win an oscar for the best performance, without a doubt
I’ve planned my speech already for years
“Dear mom and daddy and all of my family, I thank you for being here, way you believed in me.
I never thought that I would come this far
Wipe off the tears I’ve been faking for years as I smile to the camera, It’s just a matter of
time before I get a Hollywood boulevard star
Cus I, live so comfortable with my lies
Cards to my chest, hold them close til’ I die
Cus I’m myself with my mask, don’t even know who I am without it
If noone don’t ask, why should I even bother with
Life is so comfortable when I lie