All of a sudden
In my quiet room
Stay up with streetlights
As they burn right through
I’m sick into my stomach
Holding conversations with the moon
Relive the silence
On a Friday night
Need a distraction
Look up useless shit online
And deep into the evening
Is when I start believing every lie
And I’m feeling so left out
In a 20-something drought
I can hear the voices
Clear and loud
I've been losing by a landslide now
I’m so scared of feeling like I’m missing out
In some illusion in a reckless game
Oh it’s like I’m laying down in my fate
Can’t help but feel like I’m stuck in place
Losing patience
Missing out on friends
Missing occasions
To my detriment
I’m falling in a pattern
Asking how it happens every time
And I’m feeling so left out
In a 20-something drought
I can hear the voices
Clear and loud
I've been losing by a landslide now
I’m so scared of feeling like I’m missing out
In some illusion in a reckless game
Oh it’s like I’m laying down in my fate
Can’t help but feel like I’m stuck in place
And when I trail back home
All of sudden
I lose all control
Feel it come crashing
And I’m too far gone
There’s comfort in sadness I guess
Oh I guess
Oh I've been losing by a landslide now
I’m so scared of feeling like I’m missing out
In some illusion in a reckless game
Oh it’s like I’m laying down in my fate
Can’t help but feel like I’m stuck in place