I'm cold, I'm ugly I'm always confused
by everything I can stare into a
thousand eyes But every smile hides
a bold-faced lie It itches, it
seethes, it festers and breathes My
heros are dead, they died in my head Thin
out the herd, squeeze out the pain Something
inside me has opened up again Thoughts
of me exemplified All the little
flaws I have denied Forget today,
forget whatever happened Everyday
I see a little more of overall deficiencies I'm
nothing short of being one complete
catastrophe What the hell - did
I - do to deserve - all of this? I
save all the bullets from ignorant
minds Your insults get stuck in
my teeth as they grind Way past
good taste, on our way to bad omens I
decrease, while my symptoms increase God
what the fuck is wrong You act like
you knew it all along Your timing
sucks, your silence is a blessing All
I ever wanted out of you was something
you could never be Now take a real
good look at What you've fucking
done to me Gimme any reason why
I'd need you, boy Gimme any reason
not to fuck you up Gimme any reason
why I'd need you, bitch Gimme any
reason not to fuck you up I see
you in me I keep my scars from
prying eyes Incapable of ever knowing
why Somebody breathe, I've got to
have an answer Why am I so fascinated
by bigger pictures, better things But
I don't care what you think You'll
never understand me