So what if I couldn't believe anything I couldn't see
At least I see with open eyes
I know I could've had it all if I could only walk a semi jagged line
It's hard not to feel when you see in colors
I tried hard to find but I found nothing, and nothing kills the mind
So I keep
Looking for a distraction to calm me down
Searching for another flesh to hold me down
I'm so restless
I know it's pointless
Wish I could take a pill to make me whole
Wish I could say a prayer to save my soul
But I'm hopeless
Because I'm Godless
I know I still want to believe in reasons for all of these things
But the number's on the cynics' side
Wish I could lose myself
Then I can join the rest and drink the sacred wine
It's hard to concede when you feel in colors
I tried hard to find but I found nothing, and nothing kills the mind
So I'm
Looking for a distraction to calm me down
Searching for another flesh to hold me down
I'm so restless
I know it's pointless
Would you stare me down into the light before it's all over