Wander, my mind always wanders
Kicks my head up and under
To a beautiful place
And I pass out
Why do I always pass out?
Leave a mess when I black out
Forget everything I said
And I don’t know if I can wait for you
’Cause I’m too far gone
And I’m starting to come down again
Won’t you fix me up with
Another dose of my favorite medicine?
Yeah I needed distance
To see the irony of it all
The thrill of giving up control
Thrill of giving up control
There’s no easy way to fix this
And I don’t have a cure for it now
The thrill of giving up control
Thrill of giving up control
Restless, why am I so fucking restless?
So caught up in these bad dreams
Got me sleeping on the edge of my bed
And I slowly start to realize
That I’m too far gone
And the good things in life
Don’t wait for you, so don’t wait for me
Yeah I needed distance
To see the irony of it all
The thrill of giving up control
Thrill of giving up control
There’s no easy way to fix this
And I don’t have a cure for it now
The thrill of giving up control
Thrill of giving up control
And I still can’t get enough
(Not enough, not enough, no)
And I’m sinking in my cup
(Fill it up, fill it up now)