Self defense mechanism (Feat. 김윤재 )

Musist
앨범 : Self defense mechanism
작사 : 이제헌, 정환수, 최영준, 이준환, 김윤재
작곡 : 이제헌, 정환수, 최영준, 이준환
편곡 : 이제헌, 정환수, 최영준, 이준환

Let me tell you about these days I live
I'm a well-born man but with a little mess
I'm trying to figure what is wrong with me
I got some trust issues and soaked up tissues
I don’t know where to start my story
Maybe I can write it down if you want yeah
I just wanna run away from this yeah
Trying to be fine yeah that is my life
Let me tell you about is problem I face
I can’t even talk to people face to face
Eyes with admire sets me on fire
But only when I feel a little confidence yeah
Can’t even think of someone loving me
I can’t even love myself so who’s gonna be?
My worst part doesn’t even come up yet so
I’m just gonna say
I’m doing fine
Though I can’t say that to myself but I’m
I’m doing fine
Though I can’t say that with a certainty
Everything is fine and gonna be alright  
Thought I can’t stand this contradiction
Everything is fine and gonna be alright
Thought I can’t stand this. I can’t stand this. I can’t stand this.
Let me tell you about these days I live
I'm a full-grown man with a boy inside
When the boy gotta say, I always decline
He is too emotional and pretty abnormal yeah
Must be certain way to co-exist
Maybe not , go extinct
If one of us should disappear
I wonder who’s gonna be yeah
Let me tell you about is problem I face
I can’t even talk to people face to face
Eyes with admire sets me on fire
But only when I feel a little confidence yeah
Can’t even think of someone close to me  
I can’t even love myself so who’s gonna be?
My worst part doesn’t even come up yet so
I’m just gonna say    
I’m doing fine
Though I can’t say that to myself but I’m
I’m doing fine
Though I can’t say that with a certainty  
Everything is fine and gonna be alright  
Thought I can’t stand this contradiction
Everything is fine and gonna be alright  
Thought I can’t stand this. I can’t stand this.    
I can’t stand this. I can’t stand this.