The lies weren’t created to hurt you
I should have known the only way
out was through
Should have rolled up my sleeves
And started moving this elephant
out the living room
A lick of paint ‘cause the walls felt clinical
The couch became my own hot seat
this is my life
But aint no Aspel it’s just us two
I needed more the bedroom was a chore
Hiding from my own thoughts
a prisoner of love
‘Cause I knew that you needed me
I thought was enough
Over time I just became stuck
And it weren’t that you weren’t
special to me yes
I can read that expression clearly
You got a look like
I’m trying to patronise you
But I’m telling you the truth
I’m tired of hiding from you
I’m looking in zoom but it’s not tunnel vision
‘Cause spread the pieces like a puzzle
and put it back together listen listenv
I can’t do this any longer
I’m tired
And if I stay her any liar
A liar a liar a liar
I’ll be a liar
A liar a liar a liar
You’ll call me a liar
I know you’re not weak but you’re human
and I been hurt before so it kills me to do
I feel like I’m the one to destroy it
I should have never allowed us to pursue
Now I feel so stupid
The moment that I had second thoughts
I shouldn’t push it the back of
my mind like it’s a chore
I guess that’s reason this elephant is
now in the middle of our living room floor
feeding of my own fears
that leaving you will leave me lonely
I love how much you love me
I love how much you show me
I love the way you want to
let go when you hold me
I guess I’m in love with my own selfishness
and I’m sittin’ here acting like its selflessness
You deserve more than this
This is crowding us and is the reason its
looking like I’m the egotist yeah
insecurity is the same as this
I can’t do this any longer
I’m tired
And if I stay her any liar
A liar a liar a liar
I’ll be a liar
A liar a liar a liar
You’ll call me a liar
I cant do this anymore
I cant do this anymore
I cant do this anymore
I cant do this anymore